I've already wrote about this, but God is constantly showing me this very same picture lately, so I feel I have to write about this again.
Again and again I see this picture as Jesus is saying to us from the cross that everything is all right. Don't worry, everything is all right. I have already done everything for you. I've fulfilled everything for you. You see I gave my all for you. Don't be afraid, don't worry and don't be sad. Everything is fine, as fine as possible. Do not cry, I'm doing this only for you.
And I can't help starting to cry. I can't help feeling that I'm braking right away because my creator is dying due to all the silliness I've done. I can't help feeling that I'll falling apart because Jesus still loves me and still insists on me even though many times I've offended Him so badly. I can't help to think how many times I've made Him sad with my words, thoughts and deeds. And still He loves me.
And still trusts in me. He is still confident that I'll be able to do it. He is still encouraging me. He's still having a joyful face as He's saying come on, don't give up! He's saying you can do it. I've created you and I know what you are able to do. I gave everything for you. I gave everything to you.
And I just stand and wonder how this great love works? How can someone love me even if I cannot give anything for it? How can it be? How can someone love me even if I sadden him or cause him pain? How can someone love me so much that even though he is dying on the cross because of my sins, he says don't worry, everything's all right.
What kind of love is this? How big this love could be that despite all of my silliness God still says I love you and in you I am well pleased. How can it be that He sees me with all of my faults and even though He says come to me, I'm always pleased to see you! I know your weaknesses, but I love to be with you and talk to you. I love when you ask me for advice. I love when you let me tell you how I feel. I love to listen to you and I love when you listen to me. I'm always waiting for you to spend time with me.
This is how I know the love of God. He wants to show this love also to you. There's no accusation at all in Him. And even if you have committed the greatest stupidity in the whole world that man can commit, He still wants to embrace you because He loves us unconditionally; He loves you too!
So, the posts here are not supposed to be spooky: they are simply about how incredibly super good Jesus is, and how much He loves us all. I didn't make up these posts, they are not my thoughts. I got them in order to understand few things better. And I share them for one reason, so that also you would have a better understanding.
Na, amiről itt szó lesz, attól nem kell megijedni: egyszerűen annyi, hogy Jézus mennyire nagyon hihetetlenül szuper jó, és hogy mennyire nagyon szeret mindenkit. Az itt leírt bejegyzéseket nem én találtam ki; ezek nem a saját gondolataim. Ezeket azért kaptam, hogy jobban megérthessek néhány dolgot. És csak azért írom le őket, hogy te is megérthesd ezeket.